Intersection of Race and Gender

I got off work a little early yesterday and took the bus down DeKalb, got off at Flatbush and decided to walk to Target to hang out in some air conditioning — it had already hit 90 degrees. Walking past the Nevins station, I passed a seller of incense, oils, books and DVDs. He was tall, remarkably handsome, black, and wearing a beautifully embroidered kameez and cap. Remembering a film I had seen a few months ago about the popularity of the so-called “Protocols of the Elders of Zion” among such sellers, I browsed the DVDs — only to find such titles as “Judaism, a Stolen Religion,” and “Jews, the Illegitimate Race.” The cover of the latter was illustrated with an old-fashioned cartoon of an orthodox Jew, with a pendulous nose and side-curls. I picked it up and walked over to the seller.

“Can I help you, sister?” he said.

“How much is this?”

“Fifteen dollars.” (If it had been five, I would have bought it out of curiosity)

“You know, I have to say, I find this really heartbreaking and offensive.” (I put the DVD down on top of some incense.)

“Heartbreaking? Why heartbreaking?”

“To have the group of people I come from labeled ‘illegitimate.’… (I looked right at him) You should be able to relate.”

“You should put that back where you found it,” he said, indicating the DVD.

“Thanks for helping your ‘sister’,” I said, and marched off, despondent and furious. “Jerk.”

People are so fucking stupid.

Notes on zaum

Transrational language: a temporary ecstasy, more private than public. Can be returned to sporadically for intense sensation, like ice cream. Best used “in the mix” for contrast, i.e. as dessert (although not necessarily in a linear sense).

Glossolalia: the showy display of murky privacy.

Cherish the zaumishness of garbage-y cyber-detritus. Don’t knock it — use it, milk it.

Fear of the transrational in poetry is akin to a fear of sex (fear of milkiness?).

Animal language is probably not transrational, although it appears to be, to us.

We can keep the transrational interesting not just by contrast — also by degrees and permutations.

Is the transrational a mutation of the rational? Trun hoova blee smur.

Things To Do USING Kensington AS A BASE

visit the ponies at the horse stable
go on a paddle boat on the Prospect Park lake
take the B 16 bus through Boro Park on any day except Saturday and marvel at the backwards time travel
get off and visit Brooklyn Chinatown for excellent bubble tea and cheap fashion items
re-board the bus and take it to Bay Ridge — look at the water, also eat real Moroccan couscous off of Fifth Ave
take the B68 down to Coney Island Ave. and Foster, explore Little Lahore — good for buying fabric if you are a fabric person
get hennaed at one of the salons in Little Lahore — also buy some Bollywood DVDs
get back on the bus, go to Sahara near Ave. T, eat a huge amount of Turkish food under the grape arbor
get back on the bus, go to Brighton Beach, trip out on the Russian ladies with their wild hairdos
ride a bike down Ocean Parkway
go to Pergament and buy cheap stuff for the home and occasionally find awesome designer stuff cheap
walk around on 13th and 14th Aves. in Boro Park, take pictures of the nutty old-fashioned signage
make sure to buy the makings for a Greek salad at the 24-hour produce store on Church — don’t forget the feta (so many kinds to choose from!) and fresh mint
go to Ave. J and E. 16th and taste the famous traditional pizza there
hang out around Church and MacDonald in the Bangladeshi area — great chicken tikka, tea, and paan! also lakh earrings in the little stores on I think Chester?
walk around in Ditmas Park envying the houses
go to Vox Pop for coffee and anarchist literature
eat the salads and appetizers at The Farm at Adderly

Husserl’s Eyelashes

[Whitehead, Husserl, and Heidegger are batting eyelashes at you from
across the floor of some rollerdisco dreamland. Julie Andrews is
there, skating. An interbred clubfoot is also there as a sexual
object.]

Husserl: Consciousness is intentional. … where you see, “artificial
ears, noses, bridges, fingernails, warts, eyelashes, boils and humps,”
I see only eyelashes that catch a sense of an almost fetishistic
vision.

Whitehead: I feel ugly with no eyebrows or eyelashes. Someone wants
to touch me. What’s your idea of Husserl’s phenomenological approach?
[Deadly silence.] Oh my!

Heidegger: Does that tell you what drawings mean, i.e. what do eye
lashes mean in a drawing? You’re sitting on my eyelashes; an album of
cartoons.

Julie Andrews: I don’t wear false eyelashes (Her broomy eyelashes
fluttered slowly, like a shop floor being swept by janitor.)

Whitehead: You should start reading Hegel, Husserl, Merleau Ponty. …
under which you could see brains, eyelashes, joints like knees and
knuckles, internal organs, false teeth, fake wigs, toupees, false
eye-lashes, finger-nail polish, Nietzsche’s theory of value, and
Husserl’s phenomenology!

Julie Andrews: I love singing, and I came. That is the foundation of
phenomenology

Husserl: Most phenomenologists do not. believe … rub her eyelashes.
beniveen. her fbgers. It. was. just. nerves.

Recipe

So here’s the recipe for the salad I invented to deal with the blood sugar meltdown:

1 can french tuna in olive oil
sundried tomatoes in olive oil
2 tbsp fresh red bell pepper
sprig of mint
1/2 tsp. dried tarragon
1 tbsp. chopped red onion
moroccan black olives
tsp of parmesan-reggiano cheese
12 small romaine heart leaves
salt & fresh ground pepper

jumble all this together, draining off some of the oil from the tuna. Pretty good! The tuna was actually from our last trip to France (in 2003!) and was about to pass its expiration date. I’m sure regular tuna would be fine — just aiming for an accurate representation here.

(Thanks to AB for inspiring me to record this, and check out this easy soup recipe, yum!)

nadare-ame (dribbling candy)

Rooting around on Pratt’s Moodle today, I found a list of research resources including http://scholar.google.com — which, oddly, I had had no idea about. I typed in “butoh” and found a page on Hijikata Tatsumi, who would be one of my heroes if I had heroes, and was particularly taken by these two paragraphs by Kurihara Nanako:

Words and Body

Despite being a man of the body, words were essential to Hijikata. He was a voracious reader, and he wrote and spoke about his butoh on many occasions. He was especially fond of verbal battles with artists, poets, and writers, which he initiated during drinking bouts and which he considered a necessary process for his creations. In these drinking debates, so to speak, he took words, that is, ideas from his interlocutors and threw riddles back at them. Numerous banquets and drinking sessions were held at bars, friends’ houses, and the Asusbesuto kan (Asbestos Hall), 3 which was both Hijikata’s home and studio. Hijikata trained his dancers and choreographed works using words. Ultimately his dance was notated by words called butoh-fu (butoh notation). A tremendous number of words surround his dance.

But Hijikata’s words are not easy. Often his writings are strange, equivocal, and incomprehensible even for Japanese or for people close to Hijikata. His sentences are sometimes incorrect according to Japanese grammar. He freely coined his own terms, such as ma-gusare (rotting space) and nadare-ame (dribbling candy). His writings often are like surrealistic poems. At the Tram symposium, Nishitani Osamu, a scholar of French literature who used to hang out at Hijikata’s studio, pointed out, “Hijikata’s writing is neither prose nor poetry–something different–and his Japanese is twisted” (1998). Uno Kuniichi, a scholar and an acquaintance of Hijikata who wrote Aruto: Shiko to shintai (Artaud, Thought, and Body, 1997), responded, “[Hijikata] created something [End Page 14] persuasive by disconnecting the joints of sentences” (1998). Hijikata’s language implies meanings and feelings that logical language cannot convey.

http://muse.jhu.edu/journals/the_drama_review/v044/44.1kurihara01.html

It occurs to me that I actually own a copy of the issue of The Drama Review in which this appeared! I tracked it down years ago and it is one of my most treasured volumes. I suppose I’m “meant” to keep coming back and back and back to it. It seems appropo of the recent panel on Language Poetry and “the” Body. (That definite article is always a little bug in my ear.) BTW, Tim has written a wonderfully detailed and lucid summary of that panel (how does he do that?).