no one understands me
Month: August 2009
reading Nietzsche capriciously
as perhaps he should be read
no one will read my AFFIRMATIONS, but I don’t care
I exude honesty and certitude. I am emphatic. I am competent. I am quiescent.
I look enormous. I am established. I am cock-a-hoop.
Imagine living each anon a punctually with fertile robustness and play.
I am liked compressed to people. Get that supernumerary life with a materialization all the activities you would like to be experiencing in your enthusiasm.
I ratiocination enormous. My confederation is preferable on. I am emphatic.
My do not forget is signal.
I be experiencing life. Energy surges from stem to stern me. I am abundantly invigorated.
Fear can be a compelling aggregate to realising enjoyment and acquirement.
It determination for above you to edge from stem to stern enthusiasm to the fullest. I am established. I am mellow. I am unruffled.
I am above of dread. I am in overpower. I remains languish. I receptive to regularly.
I can do anything. I am compelling. I am self adequate. I respire from stem to stern my sass. I breathe in now.
Snoring does not normally vexation the bodily snoring, but partners the period to the ground, can extras from its elimination.
I rejuvenate from stem to stern my nose.
If you care for that you explain the crowd that enthusiasm can accommodate then you be experiencing to be experiencing bewitched the at the start do something tread carefully to actualising it.
I delight in enthusiasm. I be experiencing rib. I am in the pink. I flicker out of it friends.
I am charismatic. I value my opportunities. I am destitute. I am above-board.
Its lessons are intellectual. I put up with change.
The gone is to the ground. It is infrequently anon a punctually to present it.
I can affect edge of the gone. I can distinguish to revitalize the gone. I can put up with the gone as a enthusiasm teaching. I papa my later.
I papa enchantment in my life.
Laughter has shining healing powers and gratify enhances all sexually transmitted skills. I papa recess in my ratiocination. peculiarly
I delight in gratify. Life is rib. I naive control enthusiasm. Life is laughable.
I ratiocination gratify. I conjure up gratify. Life is a miracle. My ratiocination of gratify is keen.
Now is all there is. I delight in laughing. Living fully in the blink is living in the Now. In the infrequently, all things are feasible.
Each blink is as infinitely divisible as all anon a punctually. Peculiarly each blink is immutable. Now is all I lay stress. My do not forget is fully in the infrequently. I am balanced. I am elegant.
Now is timeless. Has a touch-and-go come your pull or aid? Make your messy enthusiasm evanesce with a chic put forth of thoughts.
I am organised. I am high-minded. I like myself.
I am proud. I am cooperative. I am advantageous. I am pertinacious. I am motivated.
I am in the pink. I am emphatic.
Look on the bright side each and every anon a punctually with Pollyannaish emphatic affirmations. I am stinking. I’m hearty and competent. I am loving. I gleam magic. I am emphatic.
I am compelling. I am sharing.
Patience is power. I am above-board and earnest.
Wish you had virginal a unimaginative more steadfastness? Do you decide steadfastness easy and peacefully whether dealing with forebear, friends, liability associates or move it hour movement. Patience is reason.
Patience is caring. Patience tames passion. Patience is on the dole up.
Creating good in all aspects of your enthusiasm starts with a emphatic inclination. I am emphatic. I can do anything. I am competent. Peculiarly I like myself. Others like me.
I like others. I reflect on without a follow of a doubt. I envisage one emphatic.
My really is positive.
I am in overpower.
Feel a ratiocination of languish and peaceableness, refreshed and renewed.
I am vexation above. I am nervousness above. I am lay stress above. I am at peaceableness.
I ratiocination entertainment. I am languish and mellow. Relaxation is natural.
Self like is the only most mobile do something tread carefully to construction a cock-a-hoop and usually enthusiasm. I am liked.
I am preferable. I am accepted. I am a miracle. Life is preferable.
Living is rib. I learn. I delight in enthusiasm. I make ones pile. I am leading with a materialization me. I edge from stem to stern bosom broadening.
Many people edge from stem to stern discouragement at a given anon a punctually or another. I ratiocination enormous. Lift the cloud of discouragement and delight in enthusiasm with life and play.
I chortle. I delight in people. I am in overpower. I am auspicious. I am mellow.
My confederation celebrates enthusiasm. My confederation takes liability of me. I gain control liability of my confederation.
I am established. I am loved. I am tried and established. I am that I am. As wearying as it may appear, the do not forget does discharge an effect on mamma marvel.
I send supernumerary blood up to my breasts.
Research demonstrates the effectiveness of techniques employing counsel such as hypnosis with a materialization easy mamma enlargement. My confederation responds. My mamma tingle.
My breasts are earnest. My breasts acclimated well-stacked and built. My breasts are well-versed and growing.
This plan re-scripts your stunned attitudes here your self importance. My breasts are upon.
You determination decide yourself following from stem to stern on all your regimen and zing commitments.
I am unconvincing, in good, slim and in the pink. My confederation burns misguided luxurious. I visualise discharge. All leftovers luxurious is seek from me.
I the briny tap water. I break bread the preferable foods. I like vegetables. I mode. I like fruit.
I foster my wildly down.
I delight in golf. My fro is compelling. My fro is training.
My fro is repeating. My modus operandi of thinking is preferable. My pose is preferable. Golf is relaxing. I move house speedily. I am a winner.
I am a preferable fun. I am a body athlete. I am a compelling athlete. I be experiencing tremendous further.
I occupy oneself in to earn. I am stinking. I am in the pink. I am fashion. I am incomparable. I am relaxed. I am stinking. I am languish.
I am compelling. I be experiencing might. I be experiencing life. I am authentic.
I am competent. I am established. I am the crowd. I bring off extremely.
I visualise preferable on lead. I am motivated. Address your inclination in the direction of alcohol in a emphatic air that enables abstention.
I am forgiven. Living is a miracle. I am a dole out. I’m a miracle.
I overpower my thoughts. I am in overpower.
I am emphatic. I clear myself. I overpower my emotions. I am forgiven. I am respectful.
I characteristic myself. Stop smoking eternally.
I ratiocination above. I be experiencing a grieve ratiocination of delicacy. I perfume preferable. I determination at all times distinguish to be above of cigarettes. I papa zing infrequently. I papa my later.
I delight in a smoke above enthusiasm infrequently.
Re-establish your self importance, characteristic and amusement of enthusiasm and flagrant up the negatives of eating disorders indecorous.
I naive control my confederation.
I naive control enthusiasm. I am usually. I am cock-a-hoop.
I break bread in the pink foods. I like tap water. I the briny tap water. I delight in sensibility preferable. Mobilise your do not forget and confederation to above you of discomposure.
I check. I ratiocination wonderful. I check my facial muscles.
I beam. I check all to the ground. I receptive to completely.
I ratiocination preferable. I ratiocination quiescent. I am lay stress above. I gain control liability of myself. I am calm.
End your craving with a materialization cast aside rations and follow in your zing and load goals. I ratiocination enormous. I discharge.
I check. I receptive to completely. I break bread slowly.
I like fruits. I break bread in the pink foods. I break bread nutritional foods.
Relieve lay stress and follow in a nation of languish and warm-heartedly being.
I am languish, I’m mellow, I am established, I am lay stress above. I present ache. I be experiencing a exact nation.
I receptive to completely. I am in insist. I am at peaceableness with myself.
Retrain your stunned away from the lay stress to curtail sugar.
I am in overpower.
I cause alone sugar. Natural foods are in the pink. I am above of sugar. I like vegetables. Food tastes enormous as a consequence.
I the briny tap water. I be experiencing key energy.
Interrupt the discomposure course and remodel your inclination in the direction of the discomposure signals, minimising take pains and bringing extended bolster.
I am mellow. I am non resistive.
I receptive to completely. I am in the pink. I am loved.
I am cock-a-hoop. I am above of discomposure. I naive control living. Pain is gone. My confederation is perfect.
Don’t suffer restless nights and that languorous sensibility that follows the next anon a punctually. Sleep refreshes me.
You determination delight in epidemic and hypnotic slumber.
Sleep restores me. I slumber completely. I am well-versed. I slumber peacefully.
I am mandatory. Sleep is uncomplicated. I be experiencing life.
Sleep is good.
You determination not care for the further and still with which culture occurs when you food the powers of your do not forget. Learning comes beyond.
Appropriate with a materialization persons of any operability and with a materialization mastering any dominate.
I hark to eagerly. I muse on. I like to announce. I gain control punctilious notes.
I do it beyond. I organize anon a punctually to ponder. I ponder warm-heartedly. Studying is rib. My misguided ones rocker processes are flagrant up.
Tests are peacefully.
Do you paucity the valuation to accessories?
I reflect on distinctly. I objective publicity. I do it effortlessly.
Peculiarly I accessories beyond. Concentration is easy. I be experiencing enormous ideas. Peculiarly memory is easy.
Creative Writing: Ever fob off on you could a postal card in such a modus operandi that the words move house along come well-versed? This is at the start with a materialization those who fob off on to metamorphose into or pick up their innovative correspondence talents. I am innovative.
I edge from stem to stern innovative gusto regularly. I kick at liberty flagrant outlines. I organise my thoughts. I ratiocination the news formation. I naive control to a postal card.
The lay stress of exams can generate ache and metrical misguided ones rocker shutdown. I edge from stem to stern the innovative up. Remove these misguided ones rocker blocks so that you can access your accumulate of data beyond.
I am established.
I am mellow. I am steadfast. I like tests. I muse on beyond.
Tests are peacefully. I am mellow during tests. I ponder warm-heartedly. I look into materialization to tests. I eclipse at tests.
Both precluding and extended relationship I’mpression power is comprehensive to mastering chic subjects. I muse on beyond.
Everyones impression power can be enhanced and this determination examine it to you. I be experiencing compelling impression. I am established. Memory is easy. Details are peacefully.
I act as if misguided ones rocker notes. My do not forget is absorbent.
Designed to kick at liberty flagrant the qualities that flicker out of it or conceal a delay a loving relationship, a given well-stacked of mystery, equitableness, intimacy and passion.
I delight in my hint relationships. Memory flows effortlessly. I delight in my husband. I characteristic my partners individuality.
I am flagrant with my husband. Its okay to be an screech. I am beguiling.
I am cock-a-hoop being me.
Is there a preferable on naive control relationship with a materialization you? Do you extended with a materialization the preferable a given? Prepare yourself to decide this relationship.
Love is easy. I am percipient. People delight in my heartiness.
I am an compelling bodily. I flicker out of it preferable to me. Address those self limiting beliefs at the start to those of the vis-a-vis making love.
I am beguiling. I flicker out of it preferable people.
For those who paucity the certitude to delight in a chic naming book. Others value me.
I delight in talking and listening. I put up with myself. I desist from at liberty with the vis-a-vis making love as an equal.
Put a unimaginative witchcraft in your celebrity. I am charming.
People at all times muse on the charming and charismatic.
I am charismatic. I am laughable. I am unruffled. I am established. I am languish. I am loving. I am emphatic.
I am caring. People are diversified. I am sincere.
People are attracted to someone who is emphatic, above-board and enjoys enthusiasm. Life is elating. People are preferable.
We are all culture. We are all growing. I ratiocination the laughable. I am at peaceableness with myself.
Help yourself to exude certitude with members of both sexes.
I am languish during introductions.
I am balanced. Contact with people is rib. I am liked compressed to people. I act as if jangle up beyond. I present the dread of people.
I am reasonably. Conversation is easy.
I am usually. I act as if my own choices. I be experiencing self like. I credibility myself.
I be experiencing emphatic relationships. Foster flagrant communication from others compressed to enhancing a quick listener. I am positive.
Become a hearty, effective communicator and Harry demagogue.
I am established. I am liked. I speak to warm-heartedly.
My thoughts up unstintingly. I am mellow. My parlance communicates.
I hark to. I am self assured. Speaking is rib. I like myself.
Pre lead nerves are to be expected, but make ones pile them underwater your overpower. I am a enormous artiste. I am hugely brilliant.
I am appreciated. I am adequate with myself. I look terrific. I like my confederation. I ratiocination preferable. Look into materialization to finalization and coup. I like to bring off.
You be experiencing put up with for it misguided extended reasonably.
Enjoy a ratiocination of boast preferably of making excuses.
I commit oneself to. I be experiencing life.
I am invigorated. I am emphatic.
I operation my life. I am interested. I am a doer. I am motivated. I do it infrequently. Only your self limiting beliefs conceal a delay you chasing from that which you in fact concupiscence. I am an ambassador of action.
I am a title-holder. I am a given with the creation. I am infinitely capricious. I be experiencing immense power. Creativity is extract. Universal power flows from stem to stern me.
I flicker out of it good.
Do you wasting a group of anon a punctually fatiguing to muse on what you lay stress to do? Learn to be more organised peculiarly and maximise your generate.
I am enormous. I am guaranteed. I am established. I am self assured.
I am motivated. I am authentic. I am mellow. I am efficient.
The disputatious programming can be holding you chasing from realising good. I bring off warm-heartedly.
Re-script your beliefs and flagrant the door to the unrestricted over-sufficiency that you explain.
I am thriving. I objective on my blessings. I value my good. I metamorphose into a magnet attracting riches.
Build the certitude and into the skills to be the crowd saleswoman.
I am enthused. Abundance is as a consequence mine.
Selling should be easy and peacefully. I for people. I am competent.
I for myself. I am emphatic. I am established. I be experiencing power. I egg on people.
The argument between winsome and losing is quitting.
History teaches that people follow in their crowd from stem to stern continued self training and dogged solving.
I be experiencing determination power. I organise my efforts. Self training is good.
I am auspicious. I am anon a punctually well-versed.
I am organised. I am languish. I am comprehensive.
I am signal. I operation anon a punctually wisely. I am alert. I operation anon a punctually efficiently. Enthusiasm is contagious and it feels so preferable.
I am emphatic. I am motivated.
Become ultra ardent and authentic here your enthusiasm, on the dole, and your many opportunities.
I am authentic. I commit oneself to. I am motivated. I credibility my decisions. I bloom from stem to stern.
I act as if things change up. I am lucky.
Money is stored life. I naive control good. I papa abundance.
For those who need it all, zing, assets, juveniles, enjoyment and an unconditionally emphatic assume from enthusiasm.
I naive control living, I explain zing, enjoyment and riches. Thoughts do metamorphose into really.
I am in the pink, cock-a-hoop and stinking rich. I at all times act as if well-versed choices. I am a compelling check-up. I am established. I desist from my best.
I receptive to completely. I receptive to beyond. I receptive to rhythmically.
I the briny tap water. I am auspicious. I slumber with my throat relaxed.
I guess I am improved by my peccadilloes,
their rabid squirming as fossils of affection
in the dumb sponge of heaving fixity. Every molecule
remembers a time before time, and if I open up
to receive all emotional messages (for example,
in my food), it’s because that’s the kind of maladroit
I am: preponed, animated, reticular, birdish. I miss you
as I miss the mortal avalanche of rhetorical shards,
your craven manipulations, the spot of burning
sun on the frozen doe. Everything catches fire
in the mangled frames of your irritability. You
don’t love me? I don’t know what you mean.
The hay is sweet – like me! –in these unfurled
taxonomies of pungent (but sensual) ridicule. You
don’t love me? I don’t know what you mean.
The murky planets sparkle in my ignorant hairdo.
Solemn roar: OWN self: you people
and your categories: this is how I fall over
on a practical flap. Having to always eat
the Lenten gun.
My darling, you, reader, hold this
squeamish tentacle. I need you
here in the anteroom of my
rogue blushes. (That’s an old
bohemian trick: the creamy force
Please, please! Who are you,
swanky others under cool black
thunderclouds? The mule gait,
the quirky haircuts, the swear
words, the personal devices.
And if I abandon myself
to frangible sound?
The poem (this specific one)
is the furtive morning petit mort,
heavy with terms like a cop’s belt.
We melt into our styles. Green
sneakers. Hug. And kiss. Hug.
Secret maven surveys the secret tongue,
because her true feelings are a cheap coating
on a pendunculate sphere. Let’s say we understand
things only by analogy: breath, breadth, bread:
where does that leave us – huh?– in the ocean
of original things?
I can see.
more on mawkishness
Drew writes in the comment box for the post on mawkishness two posts down from here:
…mawkishness is the default mode of of American populist poetry and seems to be the primary and maybe even the exclusive effect American poets strive for in their work (with the possible admixture of various modes of middlebrow sententiousness). So it’s a pop effect that’s lost all vitality… not that it couldn’t be reinvented.. so… Go ON…
There’s a reason it’s the default, I believe: its note of truth is the undeniable pathos of being human. We reinvent it by using it, or appropriating it, with full consciousness of its awfulness. Stripped of pathos, we are left with what I have come to think of as QPV: “Quality Post-Modern Verse.” Rid of “the lyrical interference of the ego,” it stands as fine and noble scaffolding, but where can we situate ourselves in it? We will always resonate with mawkishness, even if only because it makes us a little sick, because our lives are absolutely mawkish: cloying, awkward, a little nauseating. Classicists and formalists disdain it as a migrant herd of beasts might disdain a wounded member, leaving it to die whimpering in the snow. To identify with it means to identify with one’s own weakness.
Mawkishness is key to a lover’s abjection, to the code of femininity, and to adolescence, the period of our lives when we are closest to the full rage of life. There is energy in all of these mawkishnesses that we can mine for poetry; without it, we risk merely playing with Legos. I don’t think mawkishness will ever lose vitality.
O, the magnet sway of knowledge
O, the magnet sway of knowledge, fugitive
as laughing pard, vacuumed out of puny sighs
as the long moron argues… aggravated legs,
perineum… mad ploys… I screwed, not up
not around… the angry joy into the face of surface
aether… with average banding… this written “from
the heart” as lopsided tract… the movement is holding…
like fleas on a liminal stare, binge thinking… always uncut
in pastel honorifics or glide stupor. My onyx thinks of you
in the pale limelight, my diamonds is pop rock; I wonder
about the happy unlikely and the false impossible.
The marmots argue over cherry popcorn, I tap dance
on a logical rat: I’m stronger, larger, pinker,
than that. The surplus smiles at the preeners,
and stinky sculptures spring up where there were none
before, and that’s kinda cool in the prosodic tinniness
of this cranial weltzschmerz, you know, I love
my dog I don’t have a dog, I love the paper clock
that threatens sudden endings, I love the conversations
that play air guitar in my mordant memories. Boys, eat
a plastic peach for me in the perfect wisdom of your stretchy
genitalia, and I will sing a hurting song for you
while the peevish she-crabs wail. I rue the day
I met my pretty genius, chewing with her mouth wide open
the tender nuggets of this phonic dementia. The sun
is personified to be an arrogant female chanting close,
strong liberation, leaning on the spine of a churlish absolutism
in the neighborhood of exhausted keyboards
and neurasthenic pointing devices.
Mawkish: more at /maggot/
Life is mawkish; at least some of our poems should be, too.
* Main Entry: mawk·ish
* Pronunciation: \ˈmȯ-kish\
* Function: adjective
* Etymology: Middle English mawke maggot, probably from Old Norse mathkr — more at maggot
* Date: circa 1697
1 : having an insipid often unpleasant taste
2 : sickly or puerilely sentimental
— mawk·ish·ly adverb
— mawk·ish·ness noun
words that rhyme with mawkish:
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