Month: February 2011
Self-Confidence
When one fucks it’s surreptitious.
Green.
The green color.
The green color.
The dark green confabulation
The sky emerald sharp cutting
The green pretender
The escape, the slip.
The green rainbow semen.
The green sea of womanslime
The greenleeches in the pubic hair
The greenwater spewing out from the teeth
The human vein also green
Trafe!
The fuck + the fuck.
The Bride
The bride jawbroken trapped
in the infirmary beauty was also the bride
of the altered poems. Where smut and someone miserable
is. The bride’s groom was a dungheap
swept away by delusions. The bride’s
nights unbearable. The groom
slunk often around and indulgently the bride
wailed also. Where also the bride was
a little poette.
Madness.
“mad”ness comes from the lying asshole.
The cartoon cricket is mad at him.
the husband comes home late.
The cats Dante and Nemo are mad.
The apartment is mad.
The housewife is mad at you—
The door is barred.
The relationship is sunk, the veins and cells and organs
are mad.
The Contract.
is a monogamy and must
be a joke. May it
go up in flames.
If it were up to me
a greater percentage of songs would be in 3/4 time
everyone would wear point-lace hot pants this spring
poets would be required to learn seven new words by heart per week and would weave them into their poems
winter would magically end today
some people would melt away into oblivion like wetted witches
the next leader of Egypt would be a bellydancer
the MTA would put grow-lights in all the stations and create underground horticultural displays with ingenious themes, but nobody would ever have allergies as a result
pixies would organize my bookshelves. and closets. or better yet the cats would do it, since they are home all day anyway
I would have a tidy little collection of beautiful Japanese umbrellas instead of these generic $5 ones I get at H & M
Obama would grow a spine
the entire military budget would go to feeding people organic vegetables and if there was any money left over it would go to various forms of beautification
men would look a lot more like women
prospect park would suddenly be visited by countless colorful and/or large exotic birds: quetzals, flamingoes, puffins, victoria crown pigeons, ostriches, anhingas, macaws, etc.
politicians and “lovers” would fucking stop lying
the legal workweek would be reduced to 20 hours, with no loss of pay
I would find (soon) a dear darling sweetheart about whom I was crazy and vice versa
in memory
of beautiful Lesley Poirier
There’s a Japanese expression “ki no doku” that for me rings truer than “deepest sympathies” or “condolences.” A rough literal transation: it’s poison to the soul.
Love to Auden and Rodney at this very rough time.